Cold as Winter

If there was ever a time where I wanted to scream it would be now. I'm full of frustration. I'm taking every move I make lately into consideration. I'm trying to find positives to eliminate the negatives but negatives are becoming harder to ignore. I'm realizing most of the people are no good and mean me no good as well. Trust is slowly becoming an issue for me because the majority of those around me lie about the littlest of things. How can I believe anyone when they can't even be honest about the little things? To degree I think keeping too may negative emotions will only hold me back but at the same time all these positive ones haven't exactly done me justice. Only one thing has been keeping my sanity lately. Thank God for imagination and the ability to dream! The next step is to to make everything in my escsape a reality.