Why does it even matter anymore when I keep ending up in the same place over and over again?

You've struck me with a match. Now I'm burning alive and you won't even make the effort to help put out the flame.

How's the moon tonight? I'm asking because I'm looking for an excuse to to blame something for the way I feel right now. Oddly enough there's only one person I want to talk to right now. And it's someone you'd think I'd want to converse with the least. I'd give anything for a new mind.

For every up I experience, there seems to be at least 10 downs to accompany it. Why?

Learning from my mistakes, learning from the mistakes of those around me. Now to rest my soul...

Things get worse before they get better. It's the silent rule of life!

Going to sleep to dream.

And turn dreams into blueprints.

It's the last hour of my day. Overall I had a good day. I wish my brother was there though. I'd like to thank all the people that took the time out of their day to remember me. I won't even speak on the ones who didn't... Today starts my new year. I've reached 23. Looking at that number seems like such a long time on this earth, but it's nothing compared to any years that lye ahead. My wish is for peace and harmony within myself at all times. No room for allowing anyone to change how I feel and disturb my mood. My motto for this year, "
me first, and you whenever I get to you". Selfish but who cares!